Wayward Weeks

Well the last 2 weeks have not been good food wise at all.

I had had a 1lb gain at my last weigh in nearly 2 weeks ago....since then I have been completely off track.

I keep starting the day with good intentions but then I just seem to drift off track & everything goes wrong.

I had a lovely time at my friends wedding with my gorgeous friends, the bride looked beautiful.  The food was lovely, not very Slimming World friendly though.....the Bailey's Cheesecake was definitely a favourite of the day <3

This week I have been out for a meal at a Chinese that also has a karaoke for a hen night....a good night was had by all.

I've been feeling very low in mood these last few weeks, everyone and everything seems to be changing but my life seems to be staying the same and I don't like it.  I wish I knew what I could do to change it all but as usual I don't. 

I have a job that I hate....however with the current climate there isn't much I can do about that....I think about re-training but then what am I re-training to do? I have no ideal job...well unless that involves testing pretty handbags <3

My lovely friends are hopefully moving house & although I am so very excited for them and the new chapter in their life I am feeling very jealous about it......I know in time I will be moving but it just seems so far away.

I'm tired of being a fat blob....but the fattness doesn't seem to be enough to spur me on to stick to the diet, I just seem to keep on eating & eating. 

This brings me upto date.....I now plan on getting back in the zone & on track....it's 10 weeks until my holidays....I've some serious lbs to shift.