A Loss

I've not blogged for a couple of weeks....I have been working far too much.

Last week, I had a 1/2lb gain...which I was pretty disappointed with...but I didn't let it get me down...I got straight back on plan and managed to lose 1.5lb this week....finally getting on the move.

I had planned on doing the scan bran challenge this week, however I might not be going to weigh in next week, so I have decided to save it for next week.

I'm hoping that not going to group next week...won't encourage me to fall off the wagon...I am easily swayed just lately.  I really need to find my focus again...I was doing so well in February.

I'm off to see Take That at the weekend.....I absolutely can not wait....it's gonna be fabulous...Robbie Williams...&...Mark Owen <3...I never thought I'd see Robbie perform with Take That...although...I'm gutted they don't sing my favourite song...still...the setlist & stage looks fabulous.  It's gonna be AMAZING <3

Don't Give Up

I actually did it.....I managed a full week on track.....which resulted in a loss of 3lb....I am over the moon with this.

The last few weeks I have really been struggling staying on track, I even considered jumping ship and joining Weight Watchers....but then I realised....I enjoy Slimming World so why stop something that I enjoy.  I just needed to give myself a sharp talking to and get shaping myself.

I am enjoying the fact that I can now stay to group due to it being late enough for me to attend after work....I got so used to the fact that I had to run in get weighed & run back to work that I wasn't really thinking about what I was trying to achieve & wasn't gaining anything from Image Therapy.  Karen our new consultant is great, always seems to have time to chat & offer some encouragement.

I need to have some very low syn days this week....or rather every day this week....I am off out to a party on Friday night & then off out in Wakefield with all of my favourite girlies on Saturday night.  I need to save enough syns for 2 nights worth of Vodka....!!!!  Saturday shouldn't be too much of an issue....a few of us follow Slimming World so we will be able to keep eachother right on track.....no naughty take aways at 3am.

I'm off out for tea tonight.....I can't wait as I'm absolutely starving.....but I will be making a healthy choice and sticking to plan as best as I can.

I'm feeling much more cheerfull and focussed this week.....so very different from last week.  Although the offer of a new job would still be greatly received.....!

Wayward Weeks

Well the last 2 weeks have not been good food wise at all.

I had had a 1lb gain at my last weigh in nearly 2 weeks ago....since then I have been completely off track.

I keep starting the day with good intentions but then I just seem to drift off track & everything goes wrong.

I had a lovely time at my friends wedding with my gorgeous friends, the bride looked beautiful.  The food was lovely, not very Slimming World friendly though.....the Bailey's Cheesecake was definitely a favourite of the day <3

This week I have been out for a meal at a Chinese that also has a karaoke for a hen night....a good night was had by all.

I've been feeling very low in mood these last few weeks, everyone and everything seems to be changing but my life seems to be staying the same and I don't like it.  I wish I knew what I could do to change it all but as usual I don't. 

I have a job that I hate....however with the current climate there isn't much I can do about that....I think about re-training but then what am I re-training to do? I have no ideal job...well unless that involves testing pretty handbags <3

My lovely friends are hopefully moving house & although I am so very excited for them and the new chapter in their life I am feeling very jealous about it......I know in time I will be moving but it just seems so far away.

I'm tired of being a fat blob....but the fattness doesn't seem to be enough to spur me on to stick to the diet, I just seem to keep on eating & eating. 

This brings me upto date.....I now plan on getting back in the zone & on track....it's 10 weeks until my holidays....I've some serious lbs to shift.